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Thursday, July 31
TRUTH
21:09
You better flee, You better do what you can Don't wanna see any blood, Don't be no muscle man, You wanna be tough, Better do what you can So get lost, but you wanna be bad Just beat it, beat it No one wants to be defeated Show them how super strong is your fight It doesn't matter who's wrong or right Been feeling the heat for the past few days. There have been so many tests. English test was the hardest of the lot. Oh damn, my vocabulary section could be probably a 1/5 because apparently i've not been reading much. Struggled a lot. But it was a cruise for the math and chemistry. Tomorrow's mother tongue and i will need all the luck i can get because my mother tongue is much worse than my english. If you have noticed by the way. As for the homecoming rehearsal, apparently i realised Shermin and Weiting cant keep quiet. We were supposed to be discussing issues regarding to the dinner. But then they just keep talking about how Mr ____ is an evil teacher. Shermin seems to be in a therapy session. And Mrs Willman is the psychologist. And all Mrs Willman could say is just " you guys need to be socially smart. " Haha, then the worst thing happened. Shermin shouted Her name because she entered the canteen. And Mrs Willman found out. DIE DIE DIE. But she wasn't mad. She wasn't shocked. She wasn't laughing. All she said to me was like, "Help her improve on her english for me" which i found super super funny. Haha. And She told me, haiyaaa my english B still not good enough. So ironic. Hmm, i guess thats all for today. Luqman is signing out.. OHHH BLEEDING LEG. :D 9.29pm Sunday, July 27
Reason
19:52
After all these yearsAfter all these tears Still I cannot find Someone as great as you And each time I stop to think What is it that I really want Just say what you want to say You dont have a chance in the world Just say what you wish to Cause you know you're dead girl Common tests are coming people. So many things i wish to talk about. Some people came to me and shouted, " ARHHHHHH COMMON TESTS!!!!" like its the end of the world. =.= They're just tests, like any other tests. Haha, so yeah. People do have a way with exaggerating. However, I like those people who came to me and said, " Common tests, just a test mah! " How i agree. JUST A TEST. Kickstart tomorrow with English. However, what i'm more worried of is just the mother tongue test. Haha, you know how bad i am in mother tongue, eventhough i speak malay at home. Ironic isn't it. It's so contradicting. Ohwell, still trying to know where i went wrong with mother tongue. Confidence for emath and chemistry for me is soaring high. 2As in a row, i'm feeling lucky. Haha, and i know the common tests will be nice on me. After all, positive minds will bring about positive results. :D GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! EVERYONE CAN DO IT! ohhh look thats my buddies! aren't they cute? Luqman saying goodbye. :D 8.18pm Thursday, July 24
UNPRETTIER
20:05
Well I saw fireworks from the freeway And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away Because you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring Now something on the surface it hurts I said something on the skin Well it kind of makes me kind of nervous Who says that you have to deserve this And what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease Well if you've got the poison for me, I've got the remedy This week has been so topsy turvy. First i heard I'm in GOH. Next i heard that there's no more spaces left. Too bad Luqman. You were simply too late. Haha.. Anyways, who says Luqman sucks at maths?! MS ANG! HA HA! I hope to shut her mouth up with two As for both Emath and Amath! Hooray! Lets not get carried away though.. These papers' are just too easy. Haha, like Ms Ang always said, 'still water runs deep'. Dont get that crap, but i suppose if you work hard, you'll be rewarded with great gifts. I just got a little of it. Hope more will come. :D:D Here's wishing you HAVE FUN DURING WEEKENDS! Luqmann. 8.22pm Tuesday, July 22
good news! bad news!
19:49
Backbeat the words were on the street That the fire in your heart has been put out I'm sure you've heard it once before But you never really had a problem I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk are disappearing And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would like to tell you But I don't know how Because probably.. You're gonna be the one that saves me And all along.. You're my wonderwall ! GOOD NEWS : Hmm, apparently someone sabotaged me! Again! haha. i will be an emcee once more. This time, more CIP hours! YAY! So that means i can relax for this year provided i've got enough, which might be too little. Dress code? Haha, Mr lokhman wants a full black outfit which will make us look emo. I was shocked, but the idea's cool. Shermin will be wearing something colourful, so it'll be like, an emo beside a sunshine girl. Where do i get the clothes from? I AINT SPENDING! I'm going to get from Mr Lokhman. :D For 080808, I will be involved in the GOH parade. Wooh, my friends thought it was pronounced as GOH, but its actually G-O-H. Jokers.. Well, I'd pick GOH over being ushers anytime. Ms Fang keeps bugging my class to become ushers because we are '3e7'. Gets pretty annoying at times. Haha. BAD NEWS : I think i miss the people who went to OBS camp. Still another deadly 3 days to go. Hmm.. Zhijun's complaining that she is bored in front without Farhana. Mother Tongue classes seem so boring without crazy antics by buddies like Liyana. A lot of things they're missing out. Common Tests are next week. I hope they survive. Hehe. Am i missing someone? hahah. :D
Thats all. 8.15pm LUQMANNN Thursday, July 17
20:34
We watch the seasonPull up it's own show Catch the last weekend Of the last week Before the gold and the glitter have been replaced And the sun soaked Another season fades away Invitation only Bids Farewells Crash the best one Of the best ones Clear liquid and cloudy eyed Too early to say goodnight Too late to wish goodbye You have stolen my heart You have stolen my heart! Today, IM JUST A HAPPY BOY! Don't ask me why Cause i won't answer your question :D:D:D:D:D:D LUQMAN!
8.40pm Monday, July 14
TOO LATE
20:46
Wise man said just walk this wayTo the town of the light The wind will blow onto your face As the hours pass you by Hear this voice from down inside It's the calling of your heart Close your eyes and you will find The passage out of the darkness Here I stand Will you send me an guardian? Here I stand In the land of the early sun The wise man said just find yourself In the base of the heart Find the roses along the path Just be careful of the sharp thorns Haha. Something funny happened today. PRESENTATION! I sound like i was half asleep. Seriously. And it felt really good to speak in front of the crowd again. So okay. We were suppose to present on our trip to China. Guess what happened? Mrs Lee and Ms Cheng got furious. First reason was because all that we described about China were about FOOOOD. Yes! I told them the story of how i was forced to eat 10 VEGGIE dumplings at my buddy's house. Horrible yet rewarding experience. Yet, what the teachers and principal and VP would like to hear was about WHAT WE LEARNT. How embarrassing. Haha. Got scolded eventually because we did not manage to fully explain what was so 'rewarding' about the trip. Well, that's a first time and i guess we learnt something. PLUS! I have a new cousin in school. I think her name's Asyilah. Haha. Apparently, her cousin just married my cousin last saturday and we were like, what are you doing at this wedding?! So thats the story. HERE'S SOME PICTURES! I look like an adult now. :D OKAY DONE! TIME? 9.09pm Friday, July 11
completed
23:42
So many bright lights Casting a shadow, But can I have my say? Well is it hard to understand, I'm incomplete? A life that's so demanding, I get so very weak. A love that's so heartbreaking, I can't really speak. I am not afraid to keep on living alone I am not afraid to walk this world alone Tell me if you stay here I'll be forgiven, Nothing you can say can stop me from going home I am so glad that this has ended! VIVA LA MUSICA, GOODBYE! It was kinda a big event, to top it off, we even had guests from fengshan and even ex members. I can see all those happy faces in the crowd. Made me smile along. Haha. Never knew i was able to speak on stage so confidently. I guess this is the beginning of many to come.. As for my science project, IT ROCK! We thought our judges were fierce, but they looked like school kids. haha. i do hope we get to bring home the gold or silver. After all, it'll be for the school. And the teachers, Mr Abdillah and Mr Chee.. Off to bed i go.... 11.58pm Thursday, July 10
CONFIDENCE
20:22
Rising up, back on the street Took my time, took my chances Went the distance Now I'm back on my fee Just a man and his will to survive So many times, it happened too fast You trade your passion for glory Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past You must fight just to keep them alive I've been practicing for tomorrow night for like 1 week now. Overcame so many challenges and constrains. Tomorrow's the night that i show everyone what i've been practicing for. I just hope that i will be able to speak clearly tomorrow.. Wish me luck. All the best to the band members. Hopefully tomorrow will be the most successful viva la musica yet. :D Nothing else to say.. yours truly, LUQMANN 8.31pm Sunday, July 6
BAD DAY
16:24
Fumbling his confidenceAnd wondering why the world has passed him by Hoping that he's prepared for more than arguments, And failed attempts to fly. Fly. We were meant to live for so much more have we actually lost ourselves? Somewhere we live inside We were meant to live for so much more Have we really lost ourselves? Somewhere we live inside Dreaming about Existence And whether mice or meers have second chances Maybe we've been living with our eyes half opened Maybe we're beaten and broken. Broken.. Heard of dejavu? i kept feeling it over and over again, on Friday. It was just the worst day of my life. First, i made a big mistake. A friend, told me something, but i didn't know i should keep it to myself. i mean, it's not big news or something big. It was just something so small.. So yeah, told a friend about it, and there began my misery. Second, a bio test gone wrong. I found questions that I've never learnt before. And i remembered Benjamin telling my teacher, but all he said was, "never learnt? so what?" Poor 3e7. A lot of complaints will arise.. Third, NCC MISERY. I conducted an IFC lesson, the rush. Everyone did it wrong. And at the end of the IFC, around 12 cadets came to me, shouting around. I was like, what the heck? shout at me? Then they showed me their hands. They got cuts all over their hands and legs. That's what you get for doing 'the rush' wrongly. Blood like leaked from their hands.. Thank goodness I wasn't in trouble. I know I'd get more hell from JAMES. Lastly, I left a lot of things in the NCC room. My beret, my school uniform, my CONCERT TICKETS! And to make things worse, i couldn't get it back till next Friday. And to make it worse, i can't go into the room because i will have to go somewhere else.. BAD DAY. BAD DAY.. Hope things get better soon.. 4.40pm Wednesday, July 2
O lvl disaster!
21:11
Now turn away from me, Because I'm awful just to see Because all my hairs abandoned all my body, All my agony, Know that I will never marry, Darling, I'm just soggy from the chemo But counting down the days to go It just ain't living And I just HOPE you know That if you say, Goodbye today, I'd ask you to be true cause I'd ask you to be true Because the hardest part of this is leaving you Okay, so today, the biggest thing happened in my life. I learnt that if you came prepared, you'd leave happy. AND I WAS NEITHER! Never prepared! Not Happy! I wondered if the examiners spoke in malay. Most of the time, i was staring into the ceiling, as though there were answers there. I was super nervous. My hands trembling, my feets shaking, my teeths clattering, my heart pounding and my brain almost seized all thinking. Haha. To reflect, maybe more should have been done. I guess i took this oral exam so lightly. And i paid the consequences. A life lesson truly learnt through practice. Luqman, do yourself a favour and get serious about everything. Thanks. :D Nothing else. And now for a picture drawn by a junior. Super cute! 9.31pm
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